A day where I met someone

  To make choices becomes the hardest decision when no one is by your side, it hurts to think that you will either be left alone or shunned for the whole life. As I lie over my bed pondering upon the decision I must make, to choose whether to live or die, what shall I take? My whole life I have stood upon lies and If I let out the truth, I am about to lose my life. My loved ones and family aren’t going to take this lie.   I think of ways to lie and escape, thinking to end my relations that I have made with everyone I have ever met. I pick up my phone in the middle of the night just to have a final look at pictures from my past life. I immediately start thinking of dying as this lie is gruesome and in fact of a worst kind. I remove my contacts and media from my phone just as I have one last look at it. Crying the whole night made me realise I am going to lose so much- should I run away, or shall I end myself? These thoughts run in my mind. The courage and a help...

 Towards the verge of shadow lies a truth that has become dishonest through means of lies. Keeping things in the dark, hoping no one will find about the dishonesty, you move on with a ugly truth hidden behind your back. The shadows of dishonesty creep up over your personality and eventually consuming you to become one. The lies and deception become a part of you. With passing times you change your personality and never look back. While you end up becoming a dishonest person, you start keeping others in dark. Your true nature and your morality dies as you speak ugly lies.  You tend to gain attention with every lie spoken .. but eventually all leading to dust. The truth isn't what you say, its what you make. You twist your words and deceive yourself only to please others. Your lies tend be the only thing that you speak, your personality is a deception.  Lost in the valley of lies, you try to sustain yourself and reach out to confront. The will and courage to let things out ...

Meeting you was not intentional but now it has become intentional to stay with you.  Looking at you everyday makes me smile, its just a great feeling to have your thoughts in my mind So far yet I feel so close to you, my heart felt crushed the day you flew. I kept my composure and held you one last time,  Hoping I'd see you again. My time runs out while thinking of you in the daytime. Listening to music that makes me think of you, Because Its just a lovely feeling and the memories that are stuck in my head. I relive them again and again, think of you, the urge to stay with you, Its never ending. The day you left, you realised how much you love me. The days you are away from me, you realise how much you mean to me. The days where we just look at each other, we realise how much we crave each other. The days when we are sad, we just text with happy faces so the other doesn't realise how much they are dying inside to see you once again. Why did you leave ? Was it for good ? Was it...

 We have all come to a point in our lives where you just want to give up and not do anything. Just want to take a swim in the lake and drown yourself with the emotions. The everlasting feeling of things are going to be okay creeps in, but you know in your heart that things are not okay and you want to change, you tried changing you confront your fears you try to take down the evil inside you but you commit the same mistake. Who is going to trust you with your words when you promised not to do it and yet you end up committing the same mistake, who is going to believe you when you cry out your emotions trying to explain that its not what it looks like, you have the power to change. What can give it away? How can you really change?  Things die down in your heart when a tragedy happens not once but twice, you feel ashore you feel alone. No matter how many times you say sorry, no one is going to have the same faith in you. How long does it take to build trust ? will time heal every...

  To the days we spend with each other, With the little moments we make for one another, We grow, not individually but together, I will always want to be with you. Forever. It may be words, but the feelings are true, I say nothing else but I just want to be with you.

  The most important aspect of human life is love. When it's in the prime it's makes you feel the most precious person on the earth. But what if that love is dragged away from you ? The feeling of tormented heart as the thoughts of being pulled away by someone who you love so much. Where he is your guardian and he is your one and only angel. His remembrance will only fade in the memories but not touched by the eyes. His touch will no longer soothe my soul as I depart. My soul cripples down to see him pass ..where distant countries keep us apart. Several oceans to cross to glance at the one that keeps my heart warm. His face, his eyes his beautiful smile all will become memories as I leave his side. Our souls might be far and yet we are so close in each other's hearts. We live on the belief we will meet each other and not fall apart because love is the strongest key and it resides in our hearts. Oh! How shall I see you like this away from my eyes and only a screen that kee...