A feeling from the heart

Meeting you was not intentional but now it has become intentional to stay with you. 

Looking at you everyday makes me smile, its just a great feeling to have your thoughts in my mind

So far yet I feel so close to you, my heart felt crushed the day you flew.

I kept my composure and held you one last time, 

Hoping I'd see you again.

My time runs out while thinking of you in the daytime.

Listening to music that makes me think of you,

Because Its just a lovely feeling and the memories that are stuck in my head.

I relive them again and again, think of you, the urge to stay with you,

Its never ending.

The day you left, you realised how much you love me.

The days you are away from me, you realise how much you mean to me.

The days where we just look at each other, we realise how much we crave each other.

The days when we are sad, we just text with happy faces so the other doesn't realise how much they are dying inside to see you once again.

Why did you leave ?

Was it for good ? Was it it make us realise how much we crave for each it ?

What is this feeling I get every time I get a message on my phone, the thoughts of your name popping every time my phone rings.

What is this feeling ? Is it love ? 

You are far away, yet so close to me.

In my thoughts, in my memories you live.

I didn't have intentions to make you mine, but my thoughts keep flowing, thinking of us.

To see you smile, to have you kiss me, to have you hold me, to have me hold your hand,

I feel these things in my heart, What are they?

Do I love you?

I guess I do..