Lost..

Lost. 

We move with the drift of time while living our lives as helpless souls wandering off to find someone that means so much to us, sometimes we choose wrong we dread while making our next choice. We can't comprehend living the way we did before we shun ourselves from the little happiness we might get if we find someone like that. Crying to sleep, hurting ourselves or reaching a brink where tears don't even roll down the eyes anymore, completely falling apart. The soul tears down and breaks from the inside while our heart aches thus living in fear. Fear grips the mental state, crippling the soul to pieces hence not willing to trust a single individual coming into our lives, Lost in a space of ever ending darkness , falling into a pit of sadness with no end.

We drift our lives into the fast moving world, but what if, what if someday we meet someone, who can help us, look from the top of the dark pit, throw down a hand to help us, do we take it or we are too scared we stay into the fearful terror?

What if one day we find someone who can help us, we choose to grip that hand, that person shows you the light, takes care of you, helps you, supports you and brings that smile onto your face. You decide to move ahead, you are still fearful, your soul isn't healed but yet you give it one more push .You feel happy, you smile often, you feel you belong. It all feels like Spring where you can smell the light air, the freshness onto you as you move outside the house on a fine day. Scared from previous experiences you try to tread wise, but like a foolish lover you fall into love with that person, you have never felt like this. You no longer cry to sleep, you cry in happiness, you start to feel loved, your soul heals to an extent where you one now. You can move ahead without looking at faces, you can smile and understand that sometimes you might have bad experiences but not everyone is the same. You start to live your life, care, enjoy and have fun. A smile with a teary eye while you see that person who took you out of the pit. Like a helpless fool you run into them and cry one more time not because you are sad, but happy you met that person. They made you belong, they taught you what it is to live and love. How could you ever leave someone? How could you not love someone like that ?

But life moves too quickly and time does heal, what you are looking for will not last forever, things will boil down and when reality hits you know they might leave. Do you cry? or do you get Lost once again..