The Choice : Part 3
To make choices becomes the hardest decision when no one is by your side, it hurts to think that you will either be left alone or shunned for the whole life. As I lie over my bed pondering upon the decision I must make, to choose whether to live or die, what shall I take? My whole life I have stood upon lies and If I let out the truth, I am about to lose my life. My loved ones and family aren’t going to take this lie. I think of ways to lie and escape, thinking to end my relations that I have made with everyone I have ever met. I pick up my phone in the middle of the night just to have a final look at pictures from my past life. I immediately start thinking of dying as this lie is gruesome and in fact of a worst kind. I remove my contacts and media from my phone just as I have one last look at it. Crying the whole night made me realise I am going to lose so much- should I run away, or shall I end myself? These thoughts run in my mind. The courage and a help...