A day where I met someone

 We have all come to a point in our lives where you just want to give up and not do anything. Just want to take a swim in the lake and drown yourself with the emotions. The everlasting feeling of things are going to be okay creeps in, but you know in your heart that things are not okay and you want to change, you tried changing you confront your fears you try to take down the evil inside you but you commit the same mistake. Who is going to trust you with your words when you promised not to do it and yet you end up committing the same mistake, who is going to believe you when you cry out your emotions trying to explain that its not what it looks like, you have the power to change. What can give it away? How can you really change?  Things die down in your heart when a tragedy happens not once but twice, you feel ashore you feel alone. No matter how many times you say sorry, no one is going to have the same faith in you. How long does it take to build trust ? will time heal every...

  To the days we spend with each other, With the little moments we make for one another, We grow, not individually but together, I will always want to be with you. Forever. It may be words, but the feelings are true, I say nothing else but I just want to be with you.

  The most important aspect of human life is love. When it's in the prime it's makes you feel the most precious person on the earth. But what if that love is dragged away from you ? The feeling of tormented heart as the thoughts of being pulled away by someone who you love so much. Where he is your guardian and he is your one and only angel. His remembrance will only fade in the memories but not touched by the eyes. His touch will no longer soothe my soul as I depart. My soul cripples down to see him pass ..where distant countries keep us apart. Several oceans to cross to glance at the one that keeps my heart warm. His face, his eyes his beautiful smile all will become memories as I leave his side. Our souls might be far and yet we are so close in each other's hearts. We live on the belief we will meet each other and not fall apart because love is the strongest key and it resides in our hearts. Oh! How shall I see you like this away from my eyes and only a screen that kee...

Lost.  We move with the drift of time while living our lives as helpless souls wandering off to find someone that means so much to us, sometimes we choose wrong we dread while making our next choice. We can't comprehend living the way we did before we shun ourselves from the little happiness we might get if we find someone like that. Crying to sleep, hurting ourselves or reaching a brink where tears don't even roll down the eyes anymore, completely falling apart. The soul tears down and breaks from the inside while our heart aches thus living in fear. Fear grips the mental state, crippling the soul to pieces hence not willing to trust a single individual coming into our lives, Lost in a space of ever ending darkness , falling into a pit of sadness with no end. We drift our lives into the fast moving world, but what if, what if someday we meet someone, who can help us, look from the top of the dark pit, throw down a hand to help us, do we take it or we are too scared we stay int...

 Life isn't a straight line, Life doesn't go as you expect it to move. It changes paths, you fall into ditches you move about trying to find your way back to a smooth path.  Trying is the only thing a person can do, People laugh at you when you fall, some help, some are kind, most ignore. You are left alone in a world where there is no one for you, you are just alone in between millions of passer by's. Million faces, so many people yet you aren't able to talk about how you feel, cannot exchange words leave alone conversations. Fake smiles passing by just to show we are alright, but deep down each one of knows we aren't.  We try to be okay, we try to hold on, but how much can you ever ? Do you need someone in live to help you ? No, you need someone to be with you. Someone that can understand you, make you feel alright, make you feel wanted, but all we have fake promises, fake relations. We tend to show we have too much but its a fact we have too little. How far can w...

  Not like I have to tell you how good you are and how much you mean to me, but sometimes as I say it's good that the other person expresses things out and makes the other happy. You are the one who can make friends easily, all it takes is a little talk. You always smile while talking to someone you have never had a word with in your entire life. Help is something you are always ready to give. You might grumble and make fuss when it comes to doing things for your loved ones but you will make sure you do it in the end. Why? Because you are like that. Maybe this isn't what makes you special maybe it's just the way you are with everyone. You gel with people easily and have these talks. You don't specialise moments with them but in a way they do it with you. Just like I did. So many things that i remember are stored in my memories. It's your nature and you do things unintentionally and end up making the other happy one way or the other. At times you want to let go and s...

  To me it was an unusual welcome of someone who already existed in my life and I didnt quite understand how it would be until I realised how important she became in my life. With a slow stream of memory, I remember meeting her in school ..things weren't so good and we were apart. I didn't think I would meet you again until I finally realised you are so close to me..just a few miles away. I was scared so were you, I was sorry and so were you. Our feelings were mutual at one point and the day we cross each others paths , it was as if God made it our destiny to be with each other again. To me you brought strength, courage so many other things especially love. When it came into being, we didn't know if it was quite right. But we moved on with it and decided it might just be right. And it proved to be.. as we long for each other every night ..just be held by the other so tight. Let alone the love you gave me, you took the fear away from me. You showed me to fight pain and show...

  With the flashing days came the final day where the sun had settled peacefully and it was a night shade. It was a tremendous struggle for me to leave my place and depart as the sky took me away. My body was set but my mind was vague as to what will be my new life. I walked the path as it took me to my destination where my parents say goodbye with a teary eye. And here I was confused in my thoughts that if I should rejoice my space of feel sad about what I'm leaving behind. The journey started and my heart began to fill with memories I was leaving behind. I almost sank in tears but my will never declined. I remembered my mother's words and kept looking forward. I only prayed as I departed as those others prayed for my safety. My soul was left behind and I was about to move into a new life. There was a new adventure waiting for me at the end of the road. My time flew with the memories of past and so did my eyes seeking for my heart. I had left something so dear to me that I fel...

Sometimes all you need is that one person who comforts you the most .. that person right by your side and their presence means everything to you. Their touch and feel remind you of how safe and loved you are and how they will hang onto you and how they will wait for you when you are left behind. Too little we know how small things make a big impact to us and how small things done by the other just makes us feel so special. When you sleep you only weep for them, their presence right next to you, the comfort they provide and the soundless sleep that you get thinking he/she is there and when I wake up I will be right next to him/her. It only makes me happy thinking how you would wake me up with the kisses and the love that's hidden inside you, you just look at me while I sleep and give it all you can when I wake up. My morning eyes look around for you, a glimpse and the next thing you know is his lips pressed against my cheeks. Oh how good it is to have my other right next to me an...

  The atmosphere was tensed and sweat dripped over my forehead and I stepped up as I heard my name got called out. It was a Monday morning a hot, wet and sticky weather. I had to appear to the RTO office where I would get my learner's license issued. It was a long queue and I stood patiently waiting for my turn to come. Lots of thoughts were going into my mind. I was in fear as well as excitment.I had learned all test and I know what I had to face and yet I was scared I might get rejected. Finally I submitted my application with all my documentation and necessities and I was told to wait. I waited on the bench and I saw many people in distress. It was the heat as well as the tension stirring up the situation. Some people had smiles over their faces while the others were gloomy. I stared at them as I waited for my turn to give my learner's test. I was scared and everything in my mind was churning up and the heat was getting over my head. I was started as my name was called and ...

I never knew that you would become to important In my life, you have become a part of me and everyday seems like a new day and new start with you. I haven't given you my all but expect nothing less from now on ..my heart wants you in everything I do ..anything I learn anything new I do I want you to be there. You are mine and I want you. You are my love and I didn't believe something like this would happen. But from the very first kiss to every kiss I feel love from you and the love I get fills me up with content. Your hugs give me warmth and you give me comfort. Your presence gives me joy and I love being around you. I chase for your smell and when I get it I feel content. My life is full of you and my heart craves you. My darling, I love you.

  To the lights that shine in the sky There lies someone that would love my smile She shines and holds that smile on her face Lightening up everyone around her But when she meets him .. Her eyes engross onto him And his eyes get stuck in hers An endless loop ..makes them move .. Together they walk again to a place never known No restrictions no boundaries Bounding not to give up on each other even if the world died To an endless life they look forward ... To an endless Love .. They seek happiness in each other .. Together they move forward holding each other.. Through rough times they drag each other out.. They leave no thought left behind Clear skies and clear horizons Hits them with all their might They cant stop but to head for the night The never ending but loveable journey Adored by both that fills them up internally With the joy that they receive They fall asleep They kiss and hug and say goodnight Till forever they sleep In each other's arms till they die Longing for ones...

Moments and matches don't take long to become memories and bonds, all it takes is that special comfort you find in someone. No expectation walking into my regular space like everything was the same, little did I know things won't be the same anymore. That fine day I exchanged smiles with a person that I'd never met. While walking across saw her for a few seconds and unexpectedly that glance has become a memory that I'll never forget. We grew less strange of each other, it was and is a blessing to see a happy face across the room. Someone who cheerful someone so kiddish that doesn't take me long to Share everything that I know. Somewhere it felt like I knew this person and it was just so comfortable being around her. Every day cries about how difficult it can get, stands strong and still keeps up trying to forget. Vulnerable she presents herself in front of me, seeking the comfort and support she needs. Everyday is something new, everyday there is a change and that c...